we're bringing bodies back to life.

so, i'm missing we the kings/the academy is... at emo's to go see my good friend alex at the parish. sooo jonezetta and shiny toy guns it is :)

before i go, i just wanted to say a few things as i walked out the door for the night.

first, erin - i love you. you mean the world to me, and you don't even know it. i feel the same...surrounded by a sea of optimism in which i am just trying to keep my head above. i wish i had seen you when i was in jackson, and i regret that i wasn't able to. i plan on writing more to you later about this...but i just had to get a few words out before i left. this is my tribute to you...and i don't want to voice in an anonymity. you are so strong, and i love you so much. just know that we must meet and speak again...and nothing else, ourselves included, should stop that from happening. i hope that the true meaning of that statement, which runs much deeper than its superficial surface, makes its impact with you.

i am shaking right now...i am so nervous about tonight. i dare say that i am not brave enough to face everyone alone....and i am terrified of being independent. i guess we'll see where the night leads.