monday october 20th.
i worked from five to nine thirty, came home and changed, then headed down to kasbah. chris and jess both came and met up with me, which was cool. chris got there a bit later, differential equations homework in hand, and i think he ended up having a good time. of course everyone was trying to milk embarassing stories out of him since he is my brother and all, but he didn't really budge. quite the night of revelations.
at one point chris and gary started geeking out about math, physics, and all kinds of science fiction-esque implications. i tried to tune it out but it was difficult. jessica only stayed for a little while, she had a lot of work to do, which is understandable. sometimes i forget that i am the only one with a seemingly indefinite amount of free time...that i somehow manage to waste away on nonsense or sleep most of the time.
i used to blame my constant comatose state on my medication, which certainly didn't help, but i have no energy. ever. i'm sure becoming dependent on caffeine doesn't help the good fight, but it is frustrating. i could sleep all day, wake up for an hour, be tired, and sleep another day away. it is unbelievable. sometimes i wonder if it is neurological. it doesn't get any better, even when i am not sleep deprived for weeks on end. it is perplexing.
went to kerbey lane, but it was closed for cleaning or some nonsense. since when is kerbey lane ever closed? so we drove through whataburger instead, which of course reminded me of sam. mmmm honey butter chicken biscuits. the best late night snack, ever. you take what you can get in jackson. not too many choices or options around late at night when you are in desperate need of something to eat.
friday night a bunch of people came in town, so i met a ton of kirt's friends, which was kind of overwhelming. jess and i stayed for a bit, but we ducked out pretty soon after the party had moved back to kirt's place. i have never seen so many people in such a small place. crazy. it has really been too long to recall individual conversations, but i instantly hit it off with jamey and we chatted about music and whatnot.
oh man, this is all blending together...i dont remember one night from the other. i guess this is what i get for procrastinating. every night involved some form of not getting enough sleep, being downtown, and probably kirts place.
one night we busted out the external hard drive, which was sweet. lots of good music. almost an infinite number of choices.
i also don't think i ever wrote about seeing the rocket summer. it blew my mind. i have reached a point where the rocket summer means more to me than jack's mannequin. i can listen to any song on do you feel ad nauseam...without ever reaching the getting sick part. as sam so eloquently put it "i love andrew and he's fabulous but he appeals to people who need justification for a depressing time. he tells them its okay and that good times are coming. bryce is just like shut up and quit whining! happy is the ONLY way to be." which is so true.
i'm going to get a new tattoo somehow incorporating the line "the colors my eyes have never seen, well, i am seeing now" and cherry blossoms. placement and design aren't definitive yet, but i'm working on it.
i really can't untangle each night from the next. oh well. it was all happiness interspersed with the occasional change in scenery. that is all that matters.
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