for the time being

no more blog. i can only update from my phone, going to the library, or hijacking sam's computer, which is what i'm doing at the moment...under the facade of working on my roman legacy take-home essay.

what's going on in my life right now?

i reached my lowest point since birmingham, if not lower, yesterday. i started making plans. then i made myself come back and sit in the room with sam, read some c.s. lewis, and took a couple of lexapro to calm my nerves. i woke up later, and it was a little better.

today has been a good day.

i quit my job, which sounds like a bad thing, but it isn't because i couldn't do it...but because it was unneeded stress, and that is something i don't need in my life.

i sent off my laptop today. it stopped recognizing my power supply, so it ran off batteries for 45 minutes, then promptly died and can't be turned back on. this has happened once before, so luckily it is still covered under warranty...i just have to pay the $75 there and back to cover the shipping. damn.

i think i'm going to apply to be a ford fellow for next year. i think it would be a really good thing.

i'm going to birmingham on thursday. i'm so excited for the drive, and the show, but still a bit hazy about the people. i think it should be okay, though.

i love c.s. lewis. he gives my life center, and helps me find my own. i need to read more of his work.

getting past eggers was a really good thing. no more depressing literature for a while, at least in my free time.

my greek test kicked my ass today, and so did my latin class.

i need to raise my grade in archaeology dramatically.

i'm actually okay with having a few Bs on my midterm grades. it doesn't really bother me.

well, time to get down to business. the business of roman virtues, that is! i'm actually kind of excited about this paper...so why do i keep putting it off?