so here i am

i want to drive right now, so badly. just get in the car, stop at the gas station to fill up, and not look back. too bad i can't see straight through this haze of congestion and the dizziness of this headache, or else i would consider it. listening to music, that is all i want right now. an escape, an adventure, a new destination - destination, anywhere. anywhere but here. time for a lukewarm shower, and a handful of nyquil to ease my aching body into some semblance of sleep.